Laudie-dog / PTSD-dog: a reminder…

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Laudie-dog has now claimed a plastic bin as her favorite bed in the rectory where she can be happy and lazy and secure, checking every so often to see if I’m O.K. I’m her security project, her little puppy she adopted on that far away mountain top so many years ago, coming to me skeletally thin, with a bit of mange, and shot between the shoulder blades.

After smiling with the realization that I’m just fine, she falls asleep, but every so often this can be traumatic with fierce nightmares, growling, barking and, from the movement of her legs, she looks to be on the attack. And she is. In her dreams.

She saved me from wolves both red and grey, from bears and, most memorably, a panther. I’m guessing it’s the panther she dreams about, as she was the prey while protecting me.

I don’t wake her up at such times, hoping that the process will be even just a little bit healing for her, and afraid to add to the trauma by waking her up in the middle of it. I am thankful to God at such times for creating such marvelous creatures who are so tied to mankind and of great service to us. She deserves a bit of pampering.

Of course, all of that immediately has me think of those having experience in law enforcement, the military, the “Company”, and so on, those who may be suffering from PTSD, which never goes away, though you can somehow in some way learn at least a little how to deal with it, the ongoing battle, the ongoing trauma, not in being pampered, mind you, but by doing what one has always done best, continuing on in a spirit of solidarity with others whether or not these others have a clue about how to be in solidarity with those who serve them often in secret and therefore seemingly thankless ways.

I stand in awe of those who have been of great service all their lives, suffer for it now in every way, and who would – if they could – continue to serve in extraordinarily self-sacrificing ways. Lest we forget, we at least pray for them. And that’s already something very worth while. Hail Mary…

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2 responses to “Laudie-dog / PTSD-dog: a reminder…

  1. Nan

    I’m glad you understand that it was she who rescued you! You still need the watchful eyes of a dog to make sure you stay out of trouble. Good thing Laudie is still on the job! There has recently been a story published of a veteran hired at Lowe’s, together with his companion dog.
    http://fox13now.com/2016/12/08/veteran-cant-work-without-his-service-dog-so-lowes-hired-them-both/

  2. Charlene

    Laurie-dog remains a precious guardian angel. I hope there is something warm and cozy in her plastic bin. She deserves to be pampered. Shh – her Christmas present is on the way. Hugs to both of you.
    Charlene

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